Its Hurt Me

My hands typed my old blog . I felt so anxious to look back at what nonsense that i wrote on my blog . As i was reading the blog , i laughed at myself thinking how childish and uncool i am at that time . ( like i am now . HAHA ) . My naughty hands can't stop clicking at my blog and read everything there . till suddenly i saw many pages that i wrote about my ex-boyfriend .

As i read them , my heart keeps beating so hard which making me scared that it's going to fall down anytime . It hurts me so much knowing the fact that i have remembered him when it took me a hard time to forget about him . i keep washing him away from my mind and calming myself slowly .

Its true that i can't find any medicines to get ride of this feeling . The only medicine is me . My heart still keeps beating hard but it's getting slower . Thanks god for giving me such a strong heart yet so easy to get broken .

That's all for now .

Until now this has been me , Farah Jia Ayie .

Who Is L ?

Well , u must be wondering who is L the name that i used for my blog . Actually , L is a character from an anime drama that i watched which i haven't finished watching it . I only want to know how the story works and if it interest me then i'll buy it . i have ordered one and i'm waiting for the disc to arrive .

But L also means a member from infinite korean boy band . i'm in love with him so badly . i guess i have two L here . No , i mean 3 . because another L is from japan live action movie's character . HIHI . i guess i'm getting excited over here .

The real is , i don't really have any stuffs to talk about . I shall find something to talk about later . Now , i'm thinking about writing a story or to be more precisely , a novel . Already have all the characters and the plots . But there is just one more tiny little problem . I can not think of any names that will suit my characters . Anyway , i hope u all can suggest any names for me on my facebook account .

I guess there's nothing that cross my mind right now . so this is it . Will catch you later on .

Untill now this has been me , Farah Jia Ayie .

A Brand New Blog

Since i forgot my previous blog's password , it seems like i have to create one again and here it is . Actually , i didn't think about this blog-ing quite for a long time . Maybe because i'm bored with it or i just don't have any free time . ( yeah right ) 0_o

Well , thanks to my cousin , Miss Hasanah Rosly i started to blog-ing again . Not that i wanted to copy her but i also don't know the reason myself . Before that , i just need to design my blog and make it looks more cooler than before .

Until now this has been me , Farah Jia Ayie ...